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    Thursday, February 19th, 2009
    10:50 pm
    FINE!!!! ;)

    What are your middle names?

    Jean and William, respectively.

    How long have you been together?

    6 years and 4 months.

    How long did you know each other before you started dating?

    A week or two?  We met online through a dating website.  A success story!!!!.

    Who asked whom out?

    He asked me out.  :)  But it was pretty obvious that we were both interested.

    How old are each of you?

    I am 35 and he is 43.

    Whose siblings do you see the most?

    Mine, he is an only child.  I kind of wish he had siblings so that he would have a different understanding of how siblings work.  But then again, he wouldn't be who he is and I love him exactly how he is.

    Which situation is the hardest on you as a couple?

    Right now that would be the death of his Mother and the subsequent estate issues.

    Did you go to the same school?

    Nope. He is a Cougar and I went to WWU.

    Are you from the same home town?

    Nope.  I am a true Seattle native and he hails from San Jose.

    Who is smarter?

    I would say that he is.  And he would say that I am.  See?  Smart man!!!  ;)

    Who is the most sensitive?

    Me, definitely. I am a delicate peach. 

    Where do you eat out most as a couple?

    Since we are completely into saving money we don't go out at all currently.  But I would say our favorites have been Las Margaritas, The Olive Garden, and Thai Cottage.  And we both loved Don Chuy's.

    Where is the furthest you two have traveled together as a couple?

    Alaska

    Who has the craziest exes?

    Neither, I guess. No drama there. 

    Who has the worst temper?

    Hmm, probably him.  He gets frustrated more easily.  But I have a problem with grudges at times.
     

    Who does the cooking?

    Me.  He only microwaves.  :)

    Who is the neat-freak?

    Me.  He only......  ????  ;)

    Who is more stubborn?

    I think we are pretty equal.

    Who hogs the bed?

    Neither really. 

    Who wakes up earlier?

    He does - but that's because I work evenings.

    Where was your first date?

    California Pizza Kitchen.
    Perhaps our dining habits need to go a few notches!!

    Who is more jealous?

    Neither of us, really.  We don't the other reason to be.

    How long did it take to get serious?

    A week or two.  We knew pretty darn quickly.

    Who eats more?

    He usually eats more during a meal, but I eat more frequently.  Meaning, more than once a day!

    Who does the laundry?

    I do the majority of it.  But he definitely helps.  When we lived in the condo he did it all.  Boy, I miss that!  ;)

    Who’s better with the computer?

    In different way, we are both better than the other.

    Who drives when you are together?

    Me.  It used to be him.  But he didn't like when I would get irritated with his road rage.  And now that I have the newer car, it is more fun to be in my car.  But I think he is the better driver over all.  Must be all the video games.

    Your turn! Come on, it’s more fun than that 25 Things quiz.
     

    Sunday, January 25th, 2009
    4:05 pm
    Papers. The bane of my existence
    Does anyone else ever feel completely overwhelmed by their stacks and stacks of papers?  Bills, old tax returns, mortgage statements, bills, utilities, cable, bills, invoices.  All regarding $$ that we just don't have right now. 

    Trying like hell to sell T's townhouse.  Her death has left us with so much paper.  And it just keeps piling up and threatening to fall over on my head crushing me to death.

    Anxiety with every mail delivery.  More bills.  Still no money to pay them.  Certified mail so they know you know they know how much you need to give them.  I don't have it. 

    Please, someone, buy the goddamn townhouse.

    Even if we don't get anything out of it - I just want to pay off her debts.
    Thursday, January 1st, 2009
    1:20 am
    Just because I am putting off going to bed....
    ...

    1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before? I started my new job working with mentally ill offenders.

    2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I keep a "Dreams and Wishes" list written on the last day of the year for the following year.  Looking back at last year's - not too high of a percentage of success.  Perhaps this year's list will be more fruitful.

    3. Did anyone close to you give birth? No...

    4. Did anyone close to you die? A few people in my life died but no one very close.

    5. What countries did you visit? Just this one.

    6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008? Motivation to stay on a diet and to exercise regularly.

    7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? My employment dates I guess.

    8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Transitioning into my new job.

    9. What was your biggest failure? Not selling the townhouse we desparately need to sell

    10. Did you suffer illness or injury? I spent an afternoon in the ER earlier this week with a kidney stone.  OUCH.

    11. What was the best thing you bought? My beautiful new desk, my beautiful Highlander.

    12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My sister's I guess.  She just keeps plugging along.

    13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Our out going Administration.  :)

    14. Where did most of your money go? MortgageS.  We need to sell the townhouse!  It is killing us.

    15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? My new job, having our floors refinished, the new landscaping.

    16. What song will always remind you of 2008? Womanizer - it's catchy.  I'm sorry!

    17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
    a) happier or sadder? Both.  Happier - better job with MUCH better bosses.  Sadder - still having difficulty getting over Tricia's death.
    b) thinner or fatter? very slightly thinner.
    c) richer or poorer? POORER - by a lot!

    18. What do you wish you’d done more of? More exercise, more attention paid to our paperwork crap.

    19. What do you wish you’d done less of? Eating, feeling like complaining.

    20. How did you spend Christmas? Christmas eve hosted by us, Christmas day hosted by my parents.

    21. Did you fall in love in 2008? Still in love with my hubby - the best thing that has ever happened to me is marrying that man.  :)  He is everything to me.

    22. What was your favorite TV program? Jon and Kate Plus 8, Say Yes to the Dress

    23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? No - I don't want to waste my time with that draining of an emotion.

    24. What was the best book you read? Geez....  I can't remember!  I really liked a couple of them.....  I know I did! 

    25. What was your greatest musical discovery? Ya know, I don't think I have any new musical discoveries...

    26. What did you want and get? My lasagne pan.

    27. What did you want and not get? To sell the townhouse

    28. What was your favorite film of this year? Sex and the City.

    29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I turned 34 and went out to dinner with my family to my favorite Mexican restaurant.

    30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? To have lost three times as much weight.

    31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008? The reason I became a nurse - scrubs.  Nothing better than wearing PJs to work!

    32. What kept you sane? My hubby, my Mom, sleep

    33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Jennifer Aniston.

    34. What political issue stirred you the most? The presidential race.

    35. Who did you miss? Tricia, Jamie, Nono, Ellie.  The first two being a visceral feeling of loss.  I feel their absence with every cell of my being.

    36. Who was the best new person you met? Stephanie, Jennifer

    37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008. Shit or get off the pot!  ;)

    38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.  Just breathe.

     

    Monday, December 29th, 2008
    10:13 pm
    Not the way.....
    ... I wanted to end my work day.  By my boss calling 911 and my going to the local ER.

    Kidney stones SUCK.  The most painful experience of my life.

    BOO HISS!!!!
    Sunday, December 14th, 2008
    3:18 pm
    Meme
    Copied from Allison
    You are supposed to copy the list and bold the ones you have done:

    1. Started your own blog
    2. Slept under the stars

    3. Played in a band
    4. Visited Hawaii
    5. Watched a meteor shower
    6. Given more than you can afford to charity
    7. Been to Disneyland
    8. Climbed a mountain

    9. Held a praying mantis
    10. Sang a solo
    11. Bungee jumped
    12. Visited Paris
    13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
    14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
    15. Adopted a child
    16. Had food poisoning
    17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
    18. Grown your own vegetables
    19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
    20. Slept on an overnight train
    21. Had a pillow fight
    22. Hitch hiked
    23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
    24. Built a snow fort
    25. Held a lamb
    26. Gone skinny dipping
    27. Run a Marathon
    28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
    29. Seen a total eclipse
    30. Watched a sunrise or sunset

    31. Hit a home run
    32. Been on a cruise
    33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
    34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
    35. Seen an Amish community
    36. Taught yourself a new language
    37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
    38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
    39. Gone rock climbing
    40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
    41. Sung Karaoke
    42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
    43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
    44. Visited Africa
    45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
    46. Been transported in an ambulance
    47. Had your portrait painted
    48. Gone deep sea fishing
    49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
    50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
    51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
    52. Kissed in the rain
    53. Played in the mud
    54. Gone to a drive-in theater
    55. Been in a movie
    56. Visited the Great Wall of China
    57. Started a business
    58. Taken a martial arts class
    59. Visited Russia
    60. Served at a soup kitchen
    61. Sold Girl Scout cookies
    62. Gone whale watching
    63. Got flowers for no reason
    64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
    65. Gone sky diving
    66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
    67. Bounced a check
    68. Flown in a helicopter
    69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
    70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
    71. Eaten Caviar
    72. Pieced a quilt
    73, Stood in Times Square
    74. Toured the Everglades
    75. Been fired from a job
    76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
    77. Broken a bone
    78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
    79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
    80. Published a book (through photobook!  ;))
    81. Visited the Vatican
    82. Bought a brand new car
    83. Walked in Jerusalem
    84. Had your picture in the newspaper
    85. Read the entire Bible
    86. Visited the White House
    87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
    88. Had chickenpox
    89. Saved someone’s life
    90. Sat on a jury
    91. Met someone famous
    92. Joined a book club
    93. Lost a loved one
    94. Had a baby
    95. Seen the Alamo in person
    96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
    97. Been involved in a law suit
    98. Owned a cell phone
    99. Been stung by a bee
    100. Totally copied a post from someone else's blog to your own (always gave credit)
    Monday, November 10th, 2008
    12:00 am
    Moods
    I've been very moody lately. Irritable one moment and giddy the next. Content and calm and then suddenly restless.

    At work I've managed to be cheerful consistently. So much so that a co-worker said that I'm always in a good mood. I try to not let any moods affect my work - I don't like to be on the receiving end of someone else's bad days or moods so I try to be consistently cheerful at work. Plus, no matter how bad my day is, I am certainly better off than any of the men I take care of since I now am working in a prison. :)

    Although on Thursday night it was definitely a challenge to stay cheerful. I got switched to outpatient which is my least favorite unit. So 10 minutes into my shift I needed to go to another unit to conduct.... some personal business. While I was washing my hands my radio goes off. An inmate has hanged himself and is non-responsive. &*#*!!!!!! So I take off RUNNING across the court yard, having to pause FOUR times to get through secure gates. Get the emergency bag and run to another unit, through SIX more secured doors. Thank God the guy turned out to be fine. He wasn't non-responsive contrary to what the officer said on the radio. So I assessed him right outside his cell and then they took him down to the infirmary where I assessed him further. He was admitted to the infirmary on Suicide Watch. Lots of paperwork for that, naturally.

    So by now I am very wet because it is absolutely POURING rain and I've gone outside between units a couple of times. Plus, I am on camera running in my bright light pink scrub top (the rest were in the laundry). I'm sure main control was amused. And I am a large person. So one can imagine the picture I made.

    Later in the shift another code goes off and I threw my pen in frustration "DAMN IT!!!" but then the code goes on to say that it is the unit that is directly behind me and no running is involved. ;)

    To top off my night, I am sitting in a chair in the nurses' station with another nurse and one officer. I guess I leaned forward too far and the chair flies out from underneath me and I fall to the ground. It was actually VERY funny. So after I got up I turned around and waved to the camera. Such is the joy of working under constant surveillance! Can't have embarrassing moments in private!

    I have so much to do at our house. Tons of little projects but it's hard to find the motivation. I went to clean in the garage today. Spent a grand total of about 20 minutes before coming back inside to surf the internet.

    All in all, a great weekend. Quiet time at home with hubby. I made a turkey meatloaf the other night and was positively SHOCKED at how good it was! It even tasted like my Dad's meatloaf which I haven't had in years since we don't eat red meat now.

    One big thing on my mind right now is my best friend, S. S has lived in England for the last.... 5 years maybe? Maybe almost 6.... Anyway, she hasn't been happy for a long time. Horribly depressed and her marriage sounds disconnected. She also has had a lot of family tragedy in the last few years with people dying and her brother committing suicide in the winter of 2007. And her parents are having marital and alcohol problems too. From her last email to me, which was only in response to mine, she sounded so disconnected and adrift. It's hard when someone you love is depressed. Helpless. I feel that I can understand how she is feeling to a degree, but of course not completely. I feel a bit guilty since I can't take away any of her burden. She has said that she wouldn't commit suicide herself because she has seen the damage it does to your loved ones. I hope she makes good on that promise. Her mother would not survive losing her too. I wish that she would come back home for a little while. Just to have a respite, to rest her mind and let someone else help take care of her for awhile. I know her mother has encouraged that as well. She said that she won't though. Stubborn. Too stubborn for her own good. Maybe she is afraid of being judged? She went to England to escape her life and lo and behold it was there in England too. Maybe she thinks that we will care that nothing has changed? We don't care. We just love her and want her to be okay.
    Monday, September 8th, 2008
    11:05 am
    Melancholy
    I feel blue. Today is Jamie's birthday. I miss her. Still. Fiercely. But after all these years the pain is far less sharp. Duller. I came across a journal from around the time she died. I was in such a horrid place. I never thought that I would be able to function. But I do. I'm actually pretty happy most of the time. Amazing.

    C's "Uncle" died last week. And J's Grandmother died too.
    Friday, August 22nd, 2008
    9:12 am
    Quiz time!
    A quiz! Taken from elizabeyth

    1. Do you like blue cheese? NO! I think it's foul!

    2. Have you ever smoked a cigarette? Yes, I smoked for about 4 weeks when I was sixteen.

    3. Do you own a gun? No - by my hubby does.

    4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? No Sonic here in Seattle!!! But we still have to see their commericals!

    5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Not usually.

    6. What do you think of hot dogs? They have to be all pork because we don't eat red meat. I like them grilled at home.

    7. Favorite Christmas Song? Oh, Holy Night

    8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water or Crystal Light

    9. Can you do push ups? I don't want to know

    10. What's your favorite meal? Currently it's chorizo con queso fundido

    11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My wedding ring that was my hubby's grandmother's

    12. Favorite hobby? Reading

    13. Do you work with people who idolize you? Uh.... no.

    14. Do you have A.D.D? Nope.

    15. What's one trait that you dislike about yourself? Too sedentary.

    16. Middle name? Jean

    17. Name 3 thoughts at this moment.
    1. I have to get dressed
    2. I am nervous about tomorrow
    3. I hate mail - bills, bills, bills!

    18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday:
    1. Dinner at Wendy's for me and hubby
    2. Nothing
    3. Nothing

    20. Current worry right now? Tomorrow

    21. Current hate right now? Bills!

    22. Favorite place to be? In Alaska with hubby

    23. How did you bring in New Years? I think I was at work for an evening shift? And then came home to hubby!

    24. Where would you like to go? Alaska, Croatia, Ireland

    25. Who will complete this? No one!

    26. Whose answer do you want to read the most? Whoever posts it!

    27. What color shirt are you wearing? Yellow fleece sweater

    28. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? I don't think I have....

    29. Can you whistle? A little.

    30. Favorite color(s)? Gray

    31. Would you be a pirate? Why not?

    32. What songs do you sing in the shower? Springsteen songs

    33. Favorite girl's name? Sarah

    34. Favorite boy's name? Aidan

    35. What's in your pocket right now? Nothing

    36. Last thing that made you laugh? My co-worker

    37. Best bed sheets as a child? Soft ones.

    38. Worst injury you've ever had? Sprained spine from car accident

    39. Do you love where you live? Yes.

    40. How many TVs do you have in your house? Two

    41. Who is your loudest friend? Jen :)

    42. How many dogs do you have? None. :(

    43. Does someone have a crush on you? Just my hubby!

    44. Why was there no #44? Dunno

    45. What is your favorite book? No Star for the Latecomer

    46. What is your favorite candy? Butterfingers.

    47. What is your favorite sports team? Don't have one!

    48. What song do you want played at your funeral? Dunno!

    49. What were you doing 12 AM last night? Paying bills!

    50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? My bad dreams
    Sunday, March 30th, 2008
    2:07 pm
    What a week....
    This week has been one for the records. First, I found out that one of my Dad's closest friends won the state lottery (albeit one of the smallest ones), my hubby finally got his way and we bought a brand new Toyota Highlander Hybrid, and we went with my parents to see Bruce Springsteen last night at the Key Arena. It was an amazing concert - it's the third time I've seen him and we had by far the best seats that we've ever had. They weren't close or anything, but the intimacy of the Key Arena versus the Tacoma Dome made a HUGE difference.

    Now I'm putting off studying EKGs. Tomorrow I am training with the monitor tech in the afternoon. AFTER I get to see an open heart surgery in the morning! I am super excited about watching THAT process!!!!

    Work has been extremely stressful. Luckily my husband has been super supportive and encouraging and comforting. I lucked out in the spouse department, that is for sure!
    Saturday, March 29th, 2008
    8:59 am
    Holy moley!!!!
    My Dad's friend won the state lottery! I've never known anyone to win like that - I didn't believe my Dad when he first told me. It was a cute story how he told all his cronies. It was a 1.1 million (or 1.2?) lottery and he took the half cash option. After taxes it was just under 400K. So nothing too life altering - but nevertheless, pretty damn cool!
    Friday, December 28th, 2007
    6:18 pm
    2007
    1. What did you do in 2007 that you’d never done before? Held someone's hand as they died.
    2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Some.
    3. Did anyone close to you give birth? A few co-workers did.
    4. Did anyone close to you die? Yes.
    5. What countries did you visit? Just the US.
    6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007? Energy
    7. What dates from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Feb 21 - the day E committed suicide and Nov 22 - the day T died.
    8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Getting a job offer for a different unit - I'll start in Feb.
    9. What was your biggest failure? Not seeing T enough
    10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Kidney stones (OUCH)
    11. What was the best thing you bought? a Christmas throw quilt
    12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My hubby's
    13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Our government's
    14. Where did most of your money go? Mortgage, bills
    15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Opportunity to switch units
    16. What song will always remind you of 2007? I have no idea....
    17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder? b) thinner or fatter? c) richer or poorer? sadder, fatter?, richer
    18. What do you wish you’d done more of? See family
    19. What do you wish you’d done less of? Worry about $$
    20. How did you spend Christmas? With my hubby and my family
    21. Did you fall in love in 2007? Just more in love with my spouse :)
    22. What was your favorite TV program? Roseanne - comfort TV for me.
    23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? Nope.
    24. What was the best book you read? "Long May She Reign"
    25. What was your greatest musical discovery? Probably Vanya
    26. What did you want and get? Digital camera
    27. What did you want and not get? Bugaloos DVD
    28. What was your favorite film of this year? ???
    29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? Had dinner with my family - I turned 33
    30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Losing a good bit of weight
    31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007? Does it fit?
    32. What kept you sane? My hubby
    33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Patrick Dempsey
    34. What political issue stirred you the most?
    35. Who did you miss? Jamie, Nono, T
    36. Who was the best new person you met? Adrienne
    37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007. They are very few "important" things - focus on them.
    38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. "Do not fear..."
    Sunday, August 26th, 2007
    12:27 am
    Why you should always turn on the lights....
    .... when you get up in the middle of the night.

    Because when you'll flip on the light in the kitchen you will see your kitty facing off with the biggest mother f'ng spider you've ever seen in your house.

    YUCK! I could have stepped on it if Lucy hadn't found it first!

    I'm surprised my scream didn't wake up hubby.
    Thursday, April 26th, 2007
    4:18 pm
    Amazing
    The most amazing thing happened today.

    I parked in the garage.

    I have NEVER, in my entire life, being able to park my car in a garage at home.

    My husband was all freaked out when he got home "Where's the car?!?!?!?!" He thought it was stolen. Hee.

    He didn't notice my sneaking boxes in to the family room. In my going through the boxes that have been there for 12 months (since we moved) I made a few miraculous discoveries. I found my stethoscope - the $$$ one. I found a check for almost $400 that we deposited in to our savings. And! I found the toaster! Whoo-hoo!! I was slowly cleaning out the garage and since this week my city was having "Spring Clean-Up" it was a great opportunity to put out extra cans of garbage and yard waste.

    Fun!
    Wednesday, April 18th, 2007
    9:03 pm
    Busy Busy Busy
    Second day of working at Meredith's. The first time we cleaned out her entire kitchen from top to bottom. Got rid of 7? bags and boxes of stuff. Also cleaned out her wicker dresser thingy, her living room bookcase, and the couch table and all of its bins. That was some day in March....

    Today we (our Mom joined us this time) cleaned out the hall closet, the linen closet, the dining room, the coffee table, the entertainment center, the fireplace area, her knitting stash and projects, and the top of her desk.

    Yesterday I spent hours in the garage, gathering garbage for the clean up event (the waste mgmt company will take 3 additional cans of garbage next week). Gathered up stuff that belongs to others and put it all in the car. The recyling bin is already full for next week. Later that night I put together my new potting bench.

    Today after being at Meredith's, I came home and did laundry, cleaned out the utility closet, and made a jumbo mess in the family room.

    This is all after working five days in a row (additional day from trading for V). I am still running on adrenaline and am unhappy that it's time to go to bed!!!

    Feels good to be productive.

    Especially after a winter of hard times.
    Saturday, March 3rd, 2007
    9:14 pm
    It's so weird that he is gone. I can see him bounding out his front door as my sister and I pull up to my parents'. "Whatcha you buy me?!?" He would always joke as my sister and I would unload any purchases made that day.

    It's easy to pretend it didn't happen. That he is still here. Then I make myself remember seeing his body. It did happen. He is gone.

    It's been hard to concentrate. I've had three close calls while driving. I need to pay attention. This morning I was thinking about him and I ended up driving towards his house and not towards work. Weird.

    I hope you are at peace Ethan. You've left a huge void.
    Sunday, February 25th, 2007
    9:26 pm
    Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful boy
    Late Tuesday/early Wednesday my best friend's little brother, and my parents' Godson, committed suicide.

    It doesn't feel like he is gone forever. More like he is on a trip but will be back in a few years. It doesn't feel permanent. Did he know it would be permanent? Did he truly understand?

    His life runs like a filmstrip in my head. When he was born; how Shay and I played with him and how we avoided playing with him. Watching from my window as his father played catch with him when he was a toddler. When he had Epstein-barr and was at home for months, missing his friends and not going to school. How he got jealous during Shay's family birthday parties. Nine years was a big age difference during those times. His tanned toddler body and white-blond hair, taking a nap on the lawn chair in the shade while Shay and I played in the backyard and his mother gardened. His giggle; his father's pride at his baptism. His chubby, chubby baby legs.

    His awkward teenage years. The goth stage - oh how his black hair was a stark contrast to his skin.

    His personality was huge. So huge you could easily forget his demons and how tortured he felt, waging a battle against something so much bigger than he.

    How his parents loved him, fought for him, broke for him. How my mother loved him so. How we all loved him and wanted him to be better; for himself, for his family, for his son.

    "Before you cross the street, take my hand
    Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans

    Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful boy
    Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful boy

    Before you go to sleep, say a little prayer
    Every day in every way it's getting better and better

    Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful boy" - John Lennon

    I picture you up there with Richie, finally feeling quiet in your soul. Finally being at peace. Know that you are loved and that you will be missed forever.

    We love you.

    Ethan 1983-2007
    Monday, January 29th, 2007
    6:59 pm
    Ugh
    It has not been a pleasant last few days. On Friday I felt kind of yucky and went to bed at 10:30. Woke up at 12:30 and was horrifically ill. Then again at 1:00. And 1:30. And 3:00, etc, etc, etc. NOT FUN.

    The next day I took compazine (I can't seem to stop throwing up once I start) and Immodium. And I get a fever or 101.0. NOT FUN.

    Spent all of Sunday listless and ooky.

    Monday. Rushed all day at work. Had to fill out an affidavit to commit someone (goody! now I get to go to court!) and to top it all off? Was punched in the stomach HARD three times. Apparently when I am tired my reflexes slow way down. Hours later it still hurt to breathe deeply.

    Oh, and the bonus? I got tearful at work. But when *I* get tearful I like to look like someone who has had a full breakdown. The joys of having fair skin. Blotchy, blotchy, blotchy.

    And I started my period yesterday.

    Joy.
    Thursday, December 21st, 2006
    1:37 pm
    Cheesy Scalloped Potatoes
    Spent way too much time trying to find this recipe today so I thought I post it here so I can find it next time!

    6 Tbs butter
    6 Tbs flour
    4 c milk
    > 3 c grated cheese
    salt
    pepper
    potatoes
    2 onions
    400 degrees - cover with foil. Cook for 1.5 hours

    potatoes/onions/potatoes/salt and pepper/cheese sauce
    Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
    11:45 pm
    I F&*$%ing HATE BofA
    THEY SUCK!!!!!!!!!!

    I am so pissed and irritated and their "customer service". What a joke.

    I just opened a new account elsewhere.

    I am in a very pissy mood.
    Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
    2:17 am
    Stolen from Laura:

    1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?

    If my hubby isn't with me I want it to be him. :)

    2. Do you take compliments well?

    Heck no. Although I have finally learned to just say "Thanks!" whilst believing all compliments to be fallacy. Hmmm... Issues? :)

    3. Do you like to ride horses?

    Absolutely! Every summer as a child and I miss it!

    4. What was your favorite game as a kid?

    "Monopoly", "Clue", "Life" and playing pretend situations with S.

    5. Can you speak another language?

    I am able to converse in ASL and I can speak a little bit of German.

    6. What is your favorite children’s book?

    Frog and Toad

    7. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?

    MONTHS ago - but it was yummy!

    8. What are your keys on your key chain for?

    Our house, my car, my parents' house, my sister's house.

    9. What’s your favorite color?

    Gray

    10. Where is your current pain at?

    My head is hurting pretty badly currently.

    11. Do you look like your mom or dad?

    I guess my Dad.... I look more like my sister.

    12. What movie do you want to see right now?

    Walk the Line on cable

    13. Do you put lotion on your dog or cats?

    No. Do people have to do that? Don't the pets lick it off?

    14. What did you do for New Year’s?

    Dinner with hubby at EO's with her and her son. Home early and watched fireworks on tv I think.

    15. Do you think The Grudge was scary?

    Didn't see it.

    16. What was the cause of your last accident?

    Car accident? Some bozo ran a red light and broadsided my car which then spun a bunch of times and then flipped. Other than that.... I cut my thumb while washing dishes the other day.

    17. What do you buy at the movies?

    Diet Coke and popcorn with butter

    18. What do you wear to sleep?

    Nothing or pj bottoms and a tank top.

    19. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?

    Someone I went to high school with killed his girlfriend a year or two after I graduated.

    20. Do you use cuss words in other languages?

    Of course. :)
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